7. The Nomad Gets Ditched And I'm Still Pissed

Fuck Cold Feet...Wet Feet For Me

You're probably wondering by now when we are going to get to the meaty stuff. Patience grasshopper. The rest would make no sense if I didn't start at the beginning.

I was pissed. My mom was taking a sibling on the Queen Mary and leaving me with a girl who had problems pooping, her mother a loon and a father old as gawd and drove 80 MPH even to the corner 7-11. Insane. Even I knew that at the age of 8 or 9...

I'm not sure where the loony tune family was but they went somewhere and left me with a "Babysitter" who told me it'd be fun to have a sleep over together and during the night placed my hand on her hairy mound. Yeah, I was having none of that and she begged me to keep her sick secret, which I did but at this point I was really tired of adults getting their ya-yas out on me. Like I seriously had zero respect for any adult.

Now that I'm older, not convinced the loon mom didn't save me from her demented husband, so maybe she wasn't such a bad lass...

I hoped they would have a marvelous trip but the excuses...you're too young...blah, blah, blah...had my dad been alive, we'd all go...so while they were sailing the sea I was being molested by a pedophile thrust upon me from the woman my mother entrusted my well being...my mother's choice in friends was never the greatest. It's hard being gorgeous and having meaningful girlfriends. I've had the same difficulty. Some women believe every woman is after their man. They are so lacking self-esteem, belief and trust, they blame everyone but the man and at the end of the day...Jackie didn't want anything to do with any of her friends boyfriends or husbands...yeah, it was those dudes who were fantasizing about my stunner of a mother...same has happened to me but I'm saving those tales for future posts.

So women, if you've the courage, look within and be cautious whom you give your heart to, your trust because there are men out there that do deserve it but many more who don't. Don't diss your sister cause your man is a cad and it's easier to blame everyone else but the cad. Grow a spine, find enough love for yourself and the dignity to not be played by a fuck head idiot man who says the right things but doesn't mean any of it.

I've lived in enough places to know the expat/national dynamic and I'll share those stories with you...stick with me friend, you will never be bored with my tales.